Also. I really hate it how typical males can not handle emotional things. They think spiritualism is pansy. They think what Ghandi did was sick.
And when they worry, they don't get sad.
They get pissed off.
When I tried to off myself a few years ago, Travis came to visit me in the emergency room, and what did he do? He yelled.
What did my father do when he found out I had a tummy full o' pills? He yelled.
What did my mom (a female) do? She cried and pleaded with me.
Anyway. I hate how males get pissed off when they worry, rather than showing you how it's fucking them up. I guess it's a testosterone thing, 'cos not all boys are like that. Thank heavens not all boys are like that. I bet Lil' Johnny cries when he is worried. I bet Robert Smith only cried at the thought of loss, never yelled about it.
I seriously need to become a lesbian. Women are so not the weaker sex. Plus, girly men are the kind straight girls go for these days anyway. What does that tell you? And how come in high school the girls only fell for the really flaming homosexuals? It's because women really want women. Plus, female bodies are prettier.