Me and my mom went prom dress shopping and I found one that I liked... I feel like I am going to cry... she got so paranoid someone else would get it that she reserved it and we haven't even looked around-- we only went to one store... it's a pretty dress but just the fact that it's so final and locked in gets under my skin. I feel like the first thing you find can never be the perfect thing you want.
You'd think I'd feel good about this. But I don't-- it's my senior prom and everything is supposed to be perfect-- maybe I'm putting too much stake in it, but it is my LAST of LASTS!!
Plus, I'm upset that I'm renting it and I can't keep it. I always keep my stuff I hate renting it.
Prom makes me cry and it's not even here yet.