alecto - your little bluejay (pollytrance) wrote,
alecto - your little bluejay
pollytrance

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Despair.

I am not a plague. I am not a disease. I am not something negative. I am one girl who doesn't want to be in black and white. I am one girl who doesn't want to be in love. I am one girl who is confused about all things. I am one girl.

I am one girl who is sick of being lied to and hurt. I am one girl who is sick of being ignored. I am one girl who probably doesn't appreciate what she has because she is blinded by what she does not. I am one girl who isn't really a person at all. I am one girl who needs to be terminated. I am one useless girl.

I am one girl who can't make up her mind. I am one girl who wants to rant but can't find the words. I am one girl who doesn't want a pity party, just someone to understand where I'm coming from. I am one girl who feels like an idiot for thinking life is hard at 17. Life will be much harder later and I know this. I am one girl who is sick of competing with all of the beautiful girls. I am one girl who is sick of competing with ex-girlfriends. I am one girl who is just plain sick.

What happened?

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