Honestly, I can't understand why I am getting so angry, but everyone who noticed I disappeared doesn't seem surprised that I was in the looney bin, nor do they understand what it's like. *RRR* [This excludes my LJ friends]
They can't understand why I am acting the way I am acting...
It's horrible. I wish they could crawl around inside my head and see what it feels like in there.
Obviously the image I convey isn't 1) the one I mean to or 2) the real me. Both of which are depressing and both of which, as is becoming frighteningly clear, are somehow true.